I don't know what's going on with me but lately my heart has been so heavy that I can't make it through the day without crying. I thought crying was your body's way to release stress hormones..maybe I have a mega surplus of those bastards. Everything and one makes me feel inadequate and, so, I cry. Sometimes I am crying and not really sure why I am crying. Sometimes I drive in my car and start crying, or when I eat my lunch, or shower. It comes suddenly and lingers for what I feel is too long. I made a point of just crying so that I could get it all out, but there is still more. Not really sure about myself anymore. I remember being stronger, happier, and more free.