It's here, and too soon.

It's here, and too soon.

I should have mentioned this to a friend so at least someone could have held my hand, or drove me to the hospital. I have to stop being so quiet and reach out when I need help; I shouldn't be doing this alone. I am actually so scared that I am crying. I have pretty awful luck so I am at least prepared to hear the worst.

Whatever the outcome, I know I have God and that He loves me. He's clothed me well.