is restoration right around the corner for me?

I wonder if this is the part where you break me down completely so that you can begin to rebuild me. I also wonder if this is the point that I am supposed surrender myself completely to you. Is this the time that I will only find joy and hope within you and you alone?


Today I was reminded again just how quickly life can slip away, and how fragile the things we cherish the most are. Never has there been such a battle in my heart so wild and fierce.