3 in 7

I had another doctor's appointment today with another new doctor. He is a hematologist; I have a good feeling about him, however he doesn't agree with what the other three have said. Collectively they should be able to come up with something... One would think.

Apparently I am too healthy to have Crohn's Disease and he would be very surprised if I did. Which is awesome, because it sounds scary. I went through over an hours worth of weird tests and questions. I gave my whole life story without missing any minute detail; we filled two pages - single spaced. I was then poked and prodded some more, listened to and swabbed. He felt something, he said, but it appears to be okay, but not completely normal due to the fact that it hurt me. Whatever that means. He wants to see me again on Monday for more tests. With each test taken and appointment attended, I used to get excited and nervous at the same time because I thought each time would be the last; there's always one more.

I'm utterly exhausted. I am tired of this. I would like an end to this chaos. Soon please, if not, could I just have a break from this for maybe a month so I can regroup myself?

Soon I will have more doctors than friends.