thoughts:

I should have called that guy that made me smile, instead I put it off until it became too late. I am afraid of getting hurt. Mistake.

I get to meet my best friend's new boyfriend tomorrow at dinner. She is nervous, as am I. From what she has told me, he is wonderful and really sweet to her; I couldn't ask for more.

Eleven people are coming over for turkey dinner tomorrow night. All of my best friends under one roof, how lucky am I? I have prepared quite the menu: an 18lb turkey with a cranberry apple stuffing, sweet potato salad with a creamy-lemon dressing, mashed potatoes, cheese-smothered veggies, cranberry sauce, buns, and my friend is bringing her pumpkin cheesecake for desert. All of these things are made from scratch, yes even the cheese sauce! I love big dinners and the love that is spread around. I really am a cross between a barnacle and a golden retriever; I can't get enough affection.

My roommate's last night in town last night so we decided to go for a beer. Trevor really makes me laugh a lot, I'll miss that man around the house. Unbeknownst to us, we were watching the band's last night of playing together, that saddens me too, I enjoy this band more than the rest of them in this city. But life must, and always does go on.

I miss my grams a lot these days.

I have been spending a lot of time at home just reading and working on my quilting projects - it feels strange to be home so much. I am forcing myself to get used to this feeling, I need to step back and just chill out for a while.

I am addicted to reading the globe and mail cover-to-cover.

I cracked the cover to "the evolution of God," it's interesting.