update:

afternoon backyard reading
cups of early morning earl grey
sister's 24th birthday
chocolate milk
new roommate is uber cool
temporary roommate is life changing, he has no idea the changes he has created in me
long runs
two dogs
things are all starting to come together for me



Life has been a bit too dark lately. I used to think that if I was lost it was only for a short while, but this fog has hung around for quite some time and I don't see it lifting anytime soon. Today I hung out on the porch in the sun for a good part of the day reading, and thinking about life and love. The more I think of these things the less I seem to figure out. After a few cups of earl grey tea I have decided that I am going to try life without theory for the next while; I have a bad habit of over thinking and under doing, maybe this is the perfect time in my life to make a change. I am not exactly sure how I am going to start living without theory but I suppose we are about to find out.