feeble-minded followed by a breakdown..?

I can't sleep.
This bout of sleeplessness is worse than it has ever been.
My sleeping medication stopped working.
My face hurts, and my memory is shot.
I am forgetting who I've talked to and what I have done in the last few days.
I cried more than I slept last night.
This lack of sleep is causing me anxiety and frustration beyond belief.
I have no more passion, the sandman took it when he packed his bags and left.

I hate the expression FML, but FML!!

I've never felt more alone than I did last night...definitely hit the bottom of something. It is hard to be content when you know the rest of the city is sleeping soundly and you are the only one awake. Proof that I am the only one awake? There is never a line up in Tim Horton's...just me and the good ol' crackheads. They don't have much money so they're never in line.

I think it's time to seek better help.

I apologize for the poor grammar, sentence structure and the absence of good words. Right now, I don't have the energy or mental dexterity.